Resistance61513
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"It takes a great amount of self-belief to put yourself out there as an artist.
It takes a great amount of courage to take something that you created, that's intimate to you, and throw it out into the world and see what happens." - Trent Reznor
It takes a great amount of courage to take something that you created, that's intimate to you, and throw it out into the world and see what happens." - Trent Reznor
So I've had this "post" in my head for a very long time. I honestly can't tell you how many times I've started writing it, only to end up deleting the whole thing. I've been a long time "lurker" to this thread. If I had to vaguely recall, I believe I discovered this thread a few years back...when I bravely ventured out from my frequently visited "Spider-Man" and "Sony" section. Over the years it's been a real treat to watch all of you pursue your creative endeavors...to celebrate your successes, as well as, admit your failures and choose to learn/grow from them. It's been very admirable and nothing short of inspiring to say the least.
I've been wanting to join the conversation for awhile, as stated above, but never really felt like throwing my name into the pool. Similar to some of you, I'm hoping to pursue a career in becoming a novelist. It's a career pathway I chose to pursue in 2015 when I was 24 years old. At the time I was writing only one story, a "horror/psychological thriller". If I had to "humbly" try to describe it, I'd like to think it's Thomas Harris' "The Silence of the Lambs" meets Michael Mann's "HEAT".
Writing/storytelling has always been a passion of mine, ever since I was a little kid. I remember I couldn't play with my action figures unless I had a story plotted out. (I never was one to just fly by the seat of their pants/imagination, I needed structure.) I remember being in 5th grade and teaching myself how to write movie scripts because film enticed me when seeing "Spider-Man" was being made into a movie. For the longest time I thought I'd try to make a career in writing movies but then I started seeing video games becoming this intricate storytelling medium. As luck would have it, I started talking to a video game company in 2005 called "Insomniac Games". The relationship progressed from "fan" to being able to call many of the employees friends. I made my mind up that, that was the studio I wanted to work for. I wanted to help elevate the facet of storytelling in their games to "the next level".
After a few years though of trying to get in on the "ground floor" and wanting to work my way up (That's just, in my opinion, the best way to do things sometimes. I like the idea/notion of having knowledge on the various departments and understanding them.) I didn't feel video games were my passion/calling. I loved playing them and have an immense respect for the craft but, for me creatively, there proved to be too many hoops to jump through. I couldn't bring myself to learn coding or the tech side of things. I just wanted to write compelling and original stories. That's when I decided to pursue a career in writing novels. What I find so enticing about this particular medium is, whomever picks up your books...they're essentially the director, the casting director, the cinematographer, costume designer...stories have a grander and broader reach in this particular medium because people pull from their own imaginations and experiences.
I love walking out of movie theaters and hearing people discuss the film. I enjoy hearing things like, "That's not how I imagined it." or "Wow, that's literally what I pictured when reading the story." There's something oddly cool about that in my opinion because everyone read the same words. When I told my parents about my career pursuit, they couldn't have been more supportive. That being said, my dad hit me with the notion, "If you're going to pursue this creative endeavor, you have to be sure you're not a one trick pony." and suddenly I went from writing one novel to writing and planning out 13 different ones.
"You only get to make a first impression once." - Jonah Hill
I suffer from the same thing all creative minds do: striving for perfection. I understand the concept is subjective and we're never truly satisfied with what we work on. We're always constantly evolving things and hoping to reach that "sweet spot" which allows us to walk away content. I've been refining my one story for almost five years now, making sure no stone goes unturned, and I think this is the year to finally take the next step and start talking about it and getting publishers involved. I know technically there is more money to be made in self publishing but I have that dream, as I'm sure many writers do, where you can walk into a book store and see a greeting table with your newly released book.
I'm currently in the process of looking into various writing contests to build a portfolio, maybe have some works published in magazines, and thinking about attending the annual "Writers Digest" conference held in New York City this coming August. I've been entertaining my friends and family for the past couple years with the stories that are in my head, often met with the same response: "That needs to be a movie. I'd see that day one."
While I still have a ways to go, I figured it's time to finally join this conversation/thread and document my endeavors. Hopefully this bump will spark some life back into this and everyone can talk about what they've been up to.
All the best.
- Adam