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My Buddy - Max the Dog
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i'm sorry for yalls loss :/
i almost lost my father this year. went to visit him after work, found him in the backyard in august, shirtless, covered in sweat and smelling as though he'd been there for hours. he couldn't get up, carried him in the house and he didn't know who i was or who he was. called paramedics and he went into the hospital for a month, and then assisted living where he has been since. he has become a fall risk, spending most time in wheelchair now although he can stand on his own for spells. he can hardly speak anymore, aphasia from the stroke. he's incontinent and has vascular dementia. he's 75. i'm getting no help from my siblings at all and it sucks. fortunately his veterans status means his funeral arrangements are set up, but i'm winging it. i'm doing the best i can and it still feels like its not enough.
Even if your family won't help, at least it isn't all on you. I was the sole caregiver, but my mom was okay right up until the very end. Literally 2-3 days before she passed, she was sitting up in bed and laughing and talking to her grand and great grandchildren. After that, she decided she didn't want to do her breathing treatments anymore and went quickly, quietly, and comfortably. I was sitting next to her holding her hand and a couple of her beloved poodles were curled up next to her feet.
It breaks my heart just thinking about it, but I can't think of a better way out.